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sleeping baby and his mother's house.
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
my family in the thickest snow in the winter
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
first batch of works with my new&first camera
baby's mother, ema, more or less unbalanced upon my purchase of a camera and a notebook, so she ask for treat and i permitted. we dined out nearby. i of cause bring my camera and here is the scene of our gathering. others are our family life at home. baby also tried the camera to shot me. its all too beautiful with the so nice camera. the weekends i mainly preparing a working environment on my notebook, for backup. baby likes the new camera and the new notebook. he now asked to own the old pc solely. all after all, its just too perfect of my life. i hope my shooting skill improved sooner. God sees my pleasure with my new gadgets. for first posting missing video when it erred after upload, repost it here. View AlbumGet your own Mobile post sent by benzillar using Utterli. Replies.benzyrnill® set to fly, like dragon fly...
my warehouse added 2 army knives for my biz here on earth
yesterday all the morning i searched their information of camera and notebook, as well as cellphone, and doing compares. in less than 1 hour i got the two gadgets i longing so long in... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]
heavy rain most of the day
these days seriously engaged with gaming. most of free time spent gaming on pc with baby or attending games downloading. baby demanding when playing games, and sometimes can be annoying. i sometimes find pleasure on chatting with home town youth online. they r fighting for making a living, and i can see more talent young persons leaving the mountain village in central China. these days in office i still had to defend myself when reading or just stay in front of the desk. the facing colleagues and they all a
God, my dad, shown me death and fate of family tree, on his scary land.
11/5/2010 yesterday is an important memory for me, in my hometown journey 2nd, for i earnestly talk to and with God, my passed dad. the day just after some chilly raining days, i read most of the day near my dad's old house's front door, which rightly monitored by the evil dark house's owner, the second husband of my early passed aunt, a diligent woman who left me life time memory, a said once bare poor in the village before the new republic China. the demon's window just peeking our front door, just under a slope. the demon polluted me all the day with his tomb chill, so when i felt reading enough, i haunted the village's hall with my camera. but the front square of the village don't gather any interesting young men as usual, so i picked to travel the newly developing wing of the village, where most of the offspring of the dark house owner shifted their houses to, as well as other minor or confluent family trees in the village where almost all residents in family name Zhu. its a fruitful tour, in which my blended memory and anxiousness called forth. the back hill is the main well being source of the villagers, but all that led by my passed dad when he left his factory for injury on his toes in a blast in rocks and returned to the village. he continued his work with steer tools to make use of stones on our back hill for bridges or other building usage, by unearthed them, sorted them, trimmed&polish them for ready brick or block or other frameworks. his works not only support my education which is the best among my sisters and brothers, but forges my best cherished memory and hope and belief and lifestyle on being a man. that occurred amid the transition China opening to the world from deadly locked communism doctrine. the young villagers gradually all follow my dad's lead and improved their lives a lot in these decades by producing tombstone from the hill. but the village, or town, badly need a new business pattern in coming eras. in the tour, i not only led by wor
raining days, dirt&coldness from history cleansed.
9/4/2010 its my first time since my departure from the village to climbing on the Chinese social ladder by schooling near twenty years ago, that chill even in early summer in raining day so prevailing. within 2 days i cough a lot, and loathed to open my notebook to dig on my web presence. God, the rain surely killing dirt by draining the polluting&poisoning, and saving the thirsty. God, this morning u let me got up lately and talked with u, Masheng, my Japanese Crowned Queen, so many bliss in my life ahead. just in the mid of dirt&challenge from the demon in the front dark house of my dad's old house, some village girl students visited here again. i let them watching animation online and played pc games. its a cloudy day, but warmth resumed, and i likely wouldn't suffer cold since now. last night baby son talked to me, even just let me know that he is busy with bathing and wouldn't talk to me. this morning i dreamed a lot in the adversity he was virtually surrounded. God, u know how i love him, God of Universe, Hope of China. hopefully i can gift him with a new Dell notebook in this year end, which delayed by evil in QRRS, my once and long time employer, with which his&mom and myself, as well as baby son, all improves to a satisfying working and entertaining platform with the hardware. now, time to close this verse, my dear, my beloved, God sees how i missing u, in this anonymous countryside, my heart forever links to u, to the golden moments we shared. i praying with earnest&assurance the coming years will see we live together in our palace that's dream scape. bye. benzrad's comments in these days: Chinese poor quality, including software and ethic. there is no way out for Chinese enterprises don't cooperate with world company. China in a total under dictation had to fail in near future. that's no doubt. Chinese culture has to change, to repent to align with advanced world, or world ahead, for their history of misleading belief, national renegade. Go
first rain, a bliess from my Japanese Queen, Masheng, in lunar 2010
30/3/2010 first spring rain in 2010.^last night i enjoy music, esp. Jolin Tsi's songs, after 11pm. the full moon still very bright. in the night i slept sound but woke up by rain drip on the roof. some time after 8am i got up to see the rain. its a small rain, but i guess very valueable for peasant. the cloudy sky still let me doubt, but i m assured its a blessing day. here my web comments yesterday: Benzrad Zhu Re: http://bit.ly/cIF4xY @merriemarie what obtained from robber, what lost in shame. Benzrad Zhu Re: http://bit.ly/9UiPyT @merriemarie its can terrified Chinese cops into bone chill if it occures in China mainland. really awesome to see such a social affair. Benzrad Zhu Re: http://bit.ly/axSMGX @merriemarie nature response. hope China mainland sooner sees the spectacular. Benzrad Zhu RT @merriemarie The Most Amazing Chapters of American History Were Written in the Last Seconds Before Midnight http://bit.ly/cMLg8e"Dependency, unemployment, economic contraction, and socialist politics are a perpetual-motion engine of national decline." the author obviously serious about the change and its result in nowadays US, and hold strong the conservative American value. that's quite on the point. Benzrad Zhu Re: http://bit.ly/8ZCiry @merriemarie profound precaution which should be treated seriously. Obama can't evade the probe of American soul guardian. end of socialism China mainland. by be21zh, bring China abreast 21 Century with democracy all shits of Chinese most notorious hungry predator, bureaucracy. common Chinese live in danger of being eaten everyday for thousands years, that's why Chinese grossly so docile and shabbily cheap&cheating.; but in this century, the people of China will see its light under God's shine, secure and free, for God sees the innocent among sinful Chinese, for the coming improved modern society, for the glory of freedom of western culture esp. in America. for the endangered spice of handicapped Chinese in
Sun rerises as normal, but heart never sinks.
last night i treated my baby son and his mom as scheduled, after waiting my girl zhou in vain. she had left my sight for about more than 4 days, in which i sought wilderly. my heart turns hard upon her evading me, my memory fixed on the prime time when she strided in her white short coat and waving so loveable long legs. my girl zhou fiddles me with her hide-and-see, each time when i crying for pains in my heart in missing her, she winked like mirage in seconds just throw me more into her influence, and then dead silence. last night i waited to greet her in front of QRRS HQ as usual, then baby's mom buzzed in. we arranged meeting up under my office, when i waiting in chill on the place she once bought icecream with her colleague and we first eyes' contacted, she in her white coat which inspired me so much, arranged 2 men and a female walked arms in arms just to show me her tricky and naughty. after i gathered with baby son and his mom, after chilled outside for more than a quarter&trembled on the bus stop, the restaurant was full of customers. so i suggested going to my dorm to rest some time. baby there enjoyed a game i just got from web. when we returned to the restaurant, a tall girl with cordial face looked straight into us. she was palled with 2 men and a female. i felt she must has a link with my girl zhou, but i felt my girl should more gifted than her. so i joined the war with the half raw lamb steak at once, with small knife, chopsticks and my own teeth. after dinner, i hold baby son into the KFC Tiedong franchise, where a cop in uniform lingered there but don't eat but all time roaming, and also peeked when baby son played game on my notebook. when we dined in the restaurant serves fried mutton, a neighbor dog, a mature but young beast tentatively poked baby's head when baby don't eat and let by his mom to change to outer chair and played on the chair. baby son puzzled, but informed by the adversity. i at once told baby that's a dog, and life time task
wrest with China surveillance.
its now golden season here in northeastern China. bright sunshine in most days, and warm&crisp air conveys the golden bliss. i enjoyed pc games more and more with baby son, who rightly a savvy gamer, and insatiable entertainment sitter. every night when i lay down on bed alone him and his mother, i just feel too precious a day it was. i hold his bear and smooth foot, and amazed by God's glory. but now all things so bright. the China authority resolved to challenge the common sense. quite some lames supposed the tighten surveillance will loose after the special period of National Day march, but it was not the case in this year and this time. the loser broke the mind, doomed to farewell to its once appealing, doomed to separate China with the world, peaceful people with the docile. the Internet censorship turning more and more harsh and smooth most free mind and good wishes Chinese hold so far under the faked forged socialism. these days my pc os was hacked, or my web traffic under arbitral filtering. my web traffic never overlap 90KB/s, since yesterday the grandma clean the house and i also at the moment refurnish my os with common software's update. in last 2 days i tried lots of way to make clear what's wrong with the lagging and sometimes unstable Internet traffic. but most of my works led lighter to the endeavor of hidden dark hand over my os and my account or audit or filter in my Internet ISP's router or network hardware. net neutral, a purpose pushing in US, a far cry and forever utopia for Chinese in Socialism dome, just like its doctorate died decades among the bloody red starred geopolitics. but i know world aligns to change, including the dying China mainland, as God promised me, as the Empire in my title and host from hundred years ago from my glorious ancestor. China determined to change, since the history of the world. the dying sin let to supervise the scary land in these years, was ordered to leave now. a brighter sky encompassing the land emerging
holy stream, holy moment of baptism in Lun river.
ema suggested to haunt Lun River after all her pupils left. i hesitated but couldn't let baby alone. so we together launched. in the river baby really had a good time! he enjoyed the water so much! i kept on shot. neighbors likely including some evils and dogs surveillance us. one of 2 men babbled and claimed too brutal, just let us know. God sees the beautiful scene!
drizzle since last afternoon, heavenly love.
yesterday is a cloudy day first, i busy with reading and blogging. after noon i quit from notebook and dozed awhile on bed. when i missing years in Nankai Univ., where i met Masheng from heavenly, it drizzled, outside of my surprise. in the night i sms exchanged a lot with a facebook friend girl, who from Guangdong, south China but now study in Shanghai. it later turned into a love letter. the rain continued all night. in the mornign today i continued to ask the girl about my love and possible marriage. she
drizzle since last afternoon, heavenly love.
bulls on the grass in back of the villagethe only pig nearby, eating his own.drizzle gathered on stone stool.benzrad, me, pose for a shot.yesterday is a cloudy day first, i busy with reading and... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]
baby at home in first serious snow in his third winter
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
happy Valentin day, baby got bathed, his mom got her new pmp, i got my new shoes from my missing beloved.
since last time i scorned his mom when we went to public bathroom, his mother refused to go to public bathroom with me. the old larger basin also broken. this time his mom bought a new basin and baby... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]
second snow in Qiqihar, 2008. sunny day now
last night very cold and the sky was dark brown. i told ema next day likely would snow. after lately woke up i found the quite bright sunny day outside of the window. it really snowed last night. its the biggest snow ever in this winter. baby soon occupied the pc with his cousions here been tutored by ema. i felt boring and sleepy. so i took camera to shot. last week is really busy. i extended my ownership over my domain, be21zh.org, relogon my old account after 9 years on icq, and claimed warren one. add
